No. I dont know why it disturbs me, maybe it reminds me my father and then it becomes disgusting. I wish I thought he is younger, then I would date him.
My T told me- he could be your father. But as you know my T is not really normal and I would see another T to talk about my relationship issues.
But its annoying that Ts dont give advice or tell their opinions.
My friend told me he is pretty, I showed her his pics but it was the same friend who had relationship with older man so he thinks its okay. I dont have much friends I can trust to talk about it.