They have now suggested I stay 90 days at the refuge in Florida due to my blackouts/dissociation/lost memory. They received my records from the psychiatrist and different psychologists about how I wander out in the middle of the night to places, and the Refuge is in the Everglades so they are worried about me wandering away. I have to spend the first 30 days at night in the locked and monitored medical unit. I guess I never knew my condition was this serious but there have been times I was picked up by the police for wandering in the middle of the street at night, and for trying to hit on people walking into Walgreens. I guess this is for the best, but I don't know how I feel about 90 days. They first told me it was 60. My ex-boyfriend wants me to just come live with him and he said he doesn't care about the alters, but I want to be healed. Ugh this is kind of disappointing.