((((((((((Justy))))))))))

We don't give up because we know your pain. We have been there. It is awful. Please keep talking back to your disease. We will help you to talk back to it. If you need to cry, cry. Tears can wash away the pain. (At least, that's what the religious group I belong to now says, about washing away "pictures" of the past.) My T says to let myself cry, too. You have endured emotional brutality. Why not cry? And cry and cry.

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