I have 100% belief and trust in God. Has he healed me no. But i do have faith that he isn't punishing me just maybe testing my will power to survive. I dont believe the good lord wants only do no wrong Christians though the world may need more of the sort. His army must be built with different types of strength. I can trust my car to take me across the country but if it breaks down I better know what to do to get to my destination. I don't go to Church I don't trust anyone to preach my faith to me. But when I talk to my children or pray I know he is there. Acceptance courage knowledge and most of all strength. The good lord wouldn't have given us these challenges without reason. In the end if we can survive each one of us will be a stronger person. We will be the front line warriors.

I hope this helps a little to see things in a different way. Maybe to approach her in a different way. I don't normally post about religion in this manor but I thought it might give some a different view. We are all different for a reason of there were not supposed to be non believers, believers, criminals, physically ill, mentally ill, there wouldn't be.

No matter how small, a positive change deserves to be celebrated!