amuseable, that was a very hurtful thing you heard from your friend about your former T. It's understandable how it made you feel. (((hugs)))

But if you hadn't terminated with that T, you never would have gone to your current T, with whom you have a wonderful relationship and who has helped you so much. Maybe it was fate? It is so great that now you have a T that you trust, and you are seeing the benefits of therapy in how you treat yourself. Can you talk with your current T about your reaction to the woman who also used to go to your former T? Might help with your anxiety about termination. Your current T is not your former T. Take care.