Here we are once again....thought it was the beginning of the week and I was just informed that it was Thursday, my goals aren't being accomplished.

Feelings of frustration prevails. I just reiterated my frustrations about my condition to my disbelieving partner who laughed them off and told me what she thinks is going on and what I need to do to fix them is like get a job and all of my problems will be solved... Whatever I wish.

True I need to get a job, but true there are a million other things that needed to be done days ago still waiting to be done. I have a plan being mangled. Never mind it seems like blocks of time is missing in my day/week, like yesterday, everything before 3:30 is blank, but after 3:30- shopping, dinner, watched American Idol- but as an observer because I know it wasn't me doing them things.

Just *****in. Sometimes I think that I have worms in my brain just chomping away eating up my memories which makes better sense to me than all this. -_-