I have preteneded this therapist was right for me. I went in with her being my 4th therapist, confident, hopeful. I went today with a note which I previously posted a thread about. The note told her secrets I was afraid to say face to face. I cried the whole session so bad my noes started bleeding when i walked out. I also bit my lip and made it bleed...........she told me she didnt know what to saay,..the session was quite most of the time with just me crying,..and every little bit she's ask me what i was thinking about. Last night I had a dram she read the note and smiled and said I was doing good,...then she got a notepad and told me to write her a poem descibring how I felt...OMG pc..I'm crying...I drove home and my mom was with me I cried as I drove....Imy mom didnt say anything....just gave me a tissue...my Therapist..didnt open a door for me either,...she had to inetruptions from her kids kcalling.. Il ike my T but why...I dunno what to do...%#@&#! IT! I need someone in my life NOW WHO CARES LIEK Y OU ALL DO....mI CRIED MY TEARS OUT! and she didnt hug me...i need hug so i will hug myself...i wont make it...i wonna die.......i want to end my pain...........