Perhaps write a letter, store it away until a later date, maybe a few months to a year? Revisit the letter and see if you still feel compelled to explain something from the past to the one in your past.

It's been this long, clearly it's not urgent.

If unable to sleep and feeling blue perhaps address this with your therapist or pdoc or regular primary care physician if you don't have either of the other?

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