Okay, heres the issue.

I am a 20 year old male, and have been heterosexual all my life. I had one year long (plus a couple months) and a 3 year relationship. The three year relationship was really traumatic for me. the three year relationshup i had sex about 3 times a day with her/masterbated a lot. I have never masterbated to homosexuals nor had a homosexual experience, but i cant get the thought of men out of my head recently lately i have seemed to be less attrated to girls including the sight of girls in panties/etc. but still love women i think. I dont know if my heterosexual orientation (which i used to LOOOOOOVE women) has changed, or if i am just letting it in my head or whatever. I usaully am never aroused by these thoughts but its like a slight curoisty/attraction all of a sudden, and my attraction to women continues to fluctuate. When im out in public however, im really never attracted to me, and find the thought of being a homosexual something that i dont want nor have any desire to do.I really dont want to be gay, nor to hook up with a man, i dont want to ever! I continue to think about it and check up on it, and these thoguths have gotten worse all summer. I also thought that that much sex could cause a drop in my sex drive, as i have felt generally less horny towards women but then go through lots of attraction to women when i dont ejaculate for a while. what the heck is going on with me! WHAT CAN I DO!!!!! I WANT THESE THOUGHTS TO STOP!!!!!