I think ..... .....just cause you spent a bunch of money doesnt make you dirt......MAN if that were the case we would all be dirt......I can spend like you too....impulse control,tough one to deal with.
Mydarlin.....dont be too hard on yourself,live and learn I guess.....we all make stupid mistakes,you will figure it out.....BREATH and give yourself a break.
We care....now take care!