May I ask? - when you masturbated was it with the help of porn? and if yes, did the site of naked men stir you any?

... please know if the answer is YES it does not make you any more gay that I am and I can get stirred by a picture a of naked woman with a man or alone.

2nd Question....... Do you think your subconscious is turning toward males for your heart is afraid of being hurt again? - and remember - the last person that hurt your heart was a female.