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Old Jan 08, 2016, 10:11 AM
kotaha14 kotaha14 is offline
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My psychiatrists are puzzled on my symptoms. He said he cant do anything about it.

So far it can be settled as:

-It is not a depression
-Loss of interest in generally most of the things previously enjoyed
-Emotion almost uncontrollable during morning and afternoon
-Loss of happiness in everything even if the event is something like vacation, dating, and passing entrance exam and being enrolled to one of the best college in the region
-Constant fear for no reason
-Have the past of being abused by the authority and parents during adolescence years.
-Cant sleep before 3 AM
-Huge fear of aging
-Fear of youths
-Constant fatigue
-69 on depression score
-172 on sanity score
-Absolute pessimism
-ADHD

---yet, no one knows what is going on in me hence, no solution can be made. I have the past of being under constant academic harassment during my secondary education era. Many students were driven crazy, several of them became wrist cutters (One attempted suicide), some of them dropped out and now a homeless. I, due to stress, suffered from spontaneous hearing loss, stomach ulcer, and bronchilitis. Hearing loss is partially permanent already. I am pretty sure this has something to do with.

What is going on? and what should I do? I am a college student and I am at my final moment of my childhood. Who I am now and what I am doing greatly influence the rest of my life as an adulthood. I must regulate this now before it is too late.