no, i have never masterbated to any guy or anything like that. It was always straight porn, etc. i have never even had ANY homosexual thought,. and when i was still with the girl, which was about until last week, these thoughts had occured. I really dont want to be gay, and have always been attracted to women. I do watch a lot of porn, so could any of this like just be flashes in my mind from all the porn. I dont knwo. Is this just a phase, but i know my sexual orientation was as striaght as could possibly be up until about a month ago.