I started a relationship with a guy in summer 2014 and we broke up in September 2015
Since the break up he just won't let me go. He says that I'm the only person he wants and that the thought of him being with someone else makes him feel sick and disgusting.
He's trying so so hard to keep our relationship. At first when I was diagnosed with depression he found it very hard, we both did but he's saying he wants to support me through it and it what people in love do, they help and love eachother until the end because they're in love etc.
He's done a lot in our relationship to hurt me. He was never unfaithful but his words and actions hurt a lot and I found it too hard to continue and also with my depression I had to end things.
Since the break up he's always still been there for me in his own way. Texting and calling to see how I am. Sometimes we'd meet up for lunch or we'd have a coffee and chat about nothing specific, just enjoy eachothers company.
He's really trying so hard but I don't know what to do. I'm scared to trust him with my feelings as I'm terrified of being hurt all over again.
I've recently started dating someone else and he's wonderful but he's just not right if you know what I mean.
My ex means so much to me and I can tell how much he loves me and wants to be with me still.
I really don't know what to do. I'm hurt but I still love him but part of me is worried I'll just be hurt again. All he wants is to spend time with me, it's never been about sex or anything else apart from us.
I just don't know what to do
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