okay, i can't drink now. i finally made the decision to get rid of it all. i put it in a water bottle and gave it to someone at school, another kid. he can screw up his life. my mom already has CPS tracking her, long story. so it's gone now, and i'm sad. no more drinks. the only opportunity i have is to call my friend and get him to get me some. i'll try not to be so desperate. i have had the worst headache for the past 2 days though. errrg. anyway, i had my last shots this morning, with half a bottle of motrin for the headache. heh. i'm hopeless. but my ex-bf is real happy, and so are a lot of other people. i'm the only one that feels like i'm losing something really important.

it's so sad to see my liquid friend go. thanks for saying hi, nicole. my mind is trying to clear up too, but i just lost the past few months so it's probably a lost cause. anyway, back to school work. wasn't allowed online last nite, so i have to do this in class. hehe. ttyl hopefully in chat.
-me