Call your T. I understand exactly what you are saying. I do the same thing. I have a drawer full of meds. Recently I wanted out and I couldn't get that pills out of my head. I just wanted to take them all. I didn't take them, but I also didn't throw them away, because I thought I will need them for the next time. I know there will be a next time, there always is. I guess your post jsut made me realize what I was doing too. Thanks
Nicole