I am very sorry you are hurting. Please don't think that someone is not choosing you because someone else is better. It just doesn't work this way. My therapist says that typically bad partners are bad partners to everyone else not just one person. Bad husbands are just as bad second time around ( unless someone is really young and just need to mature). Him choosing that girl is nothing to do with you.

Now there must be a reason you don't attract available men. I have been attracting men of this kind my whole life ( they are all like men in my family awesome on the surface and really difficult otherwise). I found therapy extremely helpful and recommend you do that to understand yourself.

Now I am turning 50 and am finally with the right person. Took me that long.

I am not suggesting you wait till 50 but I am saying it's never too late. I wish I figured out early on what is going with all these men and break the pattern at 30 or 40 not 50 but better now than never. There is much ahead of you. You are so young. Please seek therapy to break a pattern. And happiness will come along with time. It will

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