Hi,
I'm embroiled in an ugly war between two people at work and I'm in trouble. I'm tired. I'm worn out. I'm afraid for my job and for my life.

I'm physically ill with anxiety. I will find out more at 9AM big meeting tomorrow morning.

I don't know what I need...yes, I do. I need to know that everything is going to be alright and I don't think that's possible.

All I have ever been is honest. I'm finding out that honesty isn't always the best policy. It's about politics. Who ya know. Who knows you. Who likes you and who doesn't.

I want to go back and live under the radar. Unfortunately, the higher you climb the worse it gets.

God help me.

Okie