So my boyfriend and I have had some not so greater moments as of lately due to his actions he has wants to constantly have sex and do every thing imaginable, I've caught him sending nasty messages to a girl on Facebook saying he was laying in bed playing with his self and asked what she would do if she was there and she says join him and it proceeds on so I forgave that and proceeded with caution and would catch him on his porn occasionally but promised to quit he deleted social media and things went great dispute his addiction and fetish and he never has acted to care about me, recently I left and went to my parents for a day to clear my head and he's to do the same and I gave him the choice to change or it was over, he agreed with every word I said, I came back to him telling me how much he's been thinking & loves me & can't loose me and he's gonna change, I had a gut feeling of something so I asked if he was being faithful he says yes & hrs later I decided to go thru his phone and there it was, he had been on escort sites and texting them and had arraignments to pay 1 $350 and told her what time and what hotel to meet him, he denied it until I showed him on his phone where it was and he said Iam sorry I messed up please I want to make this up to you and proceeds to tell me he did it out of curiosity and he never met 1 and never would Cuz there gross, he showed no remorse or care he blames the drugs and swears he loves me, he even confessed to calling an x of his and he's getting addiction help and trying to show me he loves me, do I believe he didn't meet 1 or did like the evidence support, should I forgive and proceed since he was under the influence of drugs or haul *** because it usually never gets better even tho he is changing now????