Yagr, no I'm certainly not saying any man will do, but I would like to find love and to share moments with that person. However, nobody seems to want that with me and what sort of a person does that make me? Being left on the shelf is not s nice feeling. Seeing my friends have loving partners is hard and makes me feel like I must be flawed.

I would never and have never said all this to guys. Of course I have said that id one day like to get married and have children, but isn't that fairly normal??? I haven't pushed any of it on guys, but perhaps they pick up on it without me knowing.

I'm just scared of ending up alone and I guess I just want to feel special to someone snd in a loving relationship, maybe that's wrong, but I can't help how I feel,

I guess it's why I'm so worried because I know I mess everything up, as you said you would run, so thats why everyone else has and I'm unlikely to find what I would love being how I am

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