You should tell your doc, your medications might not be right. No one can help you if they don't know, of course those who can help you like your doc and t should know. There is no shame in admitting that you are having a tough time. Responses vary, but how can those who love you understand you if you are just pretending. More than likely you aren't alone a lot of people go through depression maybe not major depression, but enough depression to know that it is a very painful ordeal. Of course the other side of the coin is that some people see depression as giving an excuse. Something in your life is causing you the strife, it is good to get help from a therapist to untangle these messes other wise we can really make a mess.