Hey Rainbow.... I'm just curious, do you have kids? I'm really glad you have a string of friends to keep you busy while you're still mourning the loss.

I just want to say one can be married, and have love for their spouse, but that doesn't mean it's happy and fulfilling. Doesn't mean we don't love them any less, or miss them if they're gone. Someone said you didn't have many good things to say about your husband when he was a live, but I'm sure you love him regardless, and being alone after being with someone is a very hard change. How long were you married? I think I read somewhere that you've never been alone before. That's a VERY HARD transition for anyone!

Just replying to a few posts in one.... I also don't "get" parts therapy myself...but I think if someone embraces that, and it works for them, that's great! That's why there are so many different types of therapy out there....because we're all very different.

Hugs to you Rainbow, you are doing a great job!