My early feelings have always been towards women, both in a relationship capacity and a sexual capacity. So i dont think its possible that i never realized it, and then suddenly i find out that im gay, yet have NEVER had attraction for another man., i dont believe thats possible, is it? WIll this porn/hurt image go away with time or what should i do to get these things to stop. im ocd'ly obsessing over these feelings so that could just be out of fear?! i lose attraction sometimes for the opposite sex in some ways but then it comes back and i think im fine then i feel screwed up again and its like a viscious fluctuating cycle.
Thank you again for your hel