Hi Rainbow,

I don't have any incredible words of wisdom... I just wanted to let you know I understand. I feel the same way about my T... She is in a relationship with a woman (no judgment on my part at all, but it's something I've never encountered in my network of family and friends so I feel a lot of emotions about it), and she got engaged this past summer. I fell apart. Completely fell apart. She doesn't know this yet (I told her I'm not ready to talk about it), but I feel even more effected by the fact her partner is a female... The jealousy is tenfold versus if her fiance were a male. It's all so messed up in my head. I think about it way way way too much... I know this isn't helpful, but I just wanted to let you know I understand and can appreciate where you're coming from. I wish you the best of luck as you go through this journey.