you are a godsend!, i do not think i am gay, because the fact that i have never been in a sexual gay experience nor even masterbated to it, nor really had an erection from it, might mean that i am probably not gay, also my early feeligns were all towards woman. there is a slight arousal and thats frealking me out, but everything that goes on is in my head mostly and i have never done anything or anything like that.

I guess i just fear being gay and sometimes think about it with some slight attraction but have never masterbated nor become erect nor anything of that sort.