Im glad you still worry about your "disability". Everone has deep emotional bonds with this root of depression waiting to be released from. Yes we are different then most. Most people cant fathum depression because they are so happy ..this was always odd to me when people couldnt relate. It was even odd to me that i couldnt relate before i went trhough depression. so i realized both sides of the story lol. WHy problems are considered "deep" is because we cant find the answers to them! message me if you need any help