Pinksoil,

I have been thinking about how to respond to your post.

You are very brave and have found a way to communicate some of your feelings with T. I believe that just the act of identifying the different parts and their needs is a huge step. But even bigger, to me, is:

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didn't feel like we were terribly connected today. but we weren't disonnected by any means, either. we just.... were there.

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That sounds so darn integrated to me. Just there, plain old just there. Nice.

Congratulations.