Hey guys, so For a while now, I've been wondering if I have ADD. I could never concentrate well throughout elementary school and even after high school. I always procrastinate and would always day dream. I always get anxious about things as well, like in high school when I walked in the hallway I thought people were looking at me. I was always the quiet kid. I get angry sort of easily and am really sensitive and have a really bad self esteem. My dad, as well as my grandma, have anxiety problems as well. Sometimes i'll feel so happy, and just want to hug someone, other times, I'll be playing a game, and will get bored and lose interest in it, then feel depressed. Sometimes I feel attractive and confident, other times I feel ugly and low. Thinking about bad things from the past or things that upset me will get me depressed and really angry. (I can't help thinking about the past) I hate being humiliated, it really gets me angry. I mean, I'm a really nice person, I'm just really sensitive. Sometimes I hate the world because I can't tell who's nice or not. Like people are always rude to me in customer service (at work) and I now look at everyone negatively. Caffeine seems to give me a nice buzz. I get hyper and talkative, but I am SUPER sensitive with caffeine. like more irritable. I need help guys.
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