Every Christmas Eve me and my dad would cook dinner together and we would watch the Christmas lights. He left us on 5/4/14 and I did not want to cook christmas dinner this year and we did not put up a tree. I found a cube that when you turn in changes light and on Christmas Eve I tried so hard to put it on his grave but it's up high and they locked the ladders. I tried for 3 hours in the cold and rain before I gave up