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I have been dealing with many issues for the past year or so. 3 surgeries due to chronic pain and 3 hospitalizations Psych because of loss of hope and suicidal thoughts. I am always in a fog. I think some of it may be caused by the pain meds I am on. I just cant shake it.Can anyone else relate to this? I really need to be in the hospital but cant afford to be out of work. I am just so confused. I feel better getting the tratment I need but then I stress because I think my family will suffer. I feel as though the only reason I have to live is to pay bills.
Im not sure if this makes since but these are my thoughts.
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Bipolar 1
Depakote 1250, Trazadone 200, Cymbalta 60
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