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i understand. it seems absolutely unbelievable to me that some people seem to go through life not in pain, mental or physical. im not even sure i do believe it!
if you think writing it would help maybe write what you can (in the morning after some rest!) and then leave it at that? you can always come back to it later. i suggest not pushing harder than you can afford to though. if its too much then you re just not ready to do that yet and thats ok.
go easy on yourself.
biiv