I am feelin ya...I am currently taking what I want of my meds....I have decided that right now all i need is the neurotin and lamactil....I know that I prob should be taking all the rest but why bother

It isn't like these meds are gonna make that big of difference in the way I feel about myself or the world around me...they just might make me seem normal to everyone else...that is a big help! How do they know what normal is anyhow.
I get tired of being a pharmacy experiement anyhow....I don't think that the docs really know what meds to use to treat bp..it is just a guessing game and we the afflicted have to decide which meds actually work and what side effects we are willing to live with....