Quote:
Originally Posted by AlwaysChanging2
It just makes me upset (angry, sad, disillusioned, a mix)....like a dark cloud blocking the light of whatever making me feel like an incomplete person. Sometimes I see it as a retaining wall, blocking access to something that I feel I know or am. I want to cry.  |
Vladimir for little:
Aww
mama Scar has always said that even that we don't remember who we are, where we came from and what we did, everything is okay. It doesn't matter that we don't remember those parts we just need to build a future on it.
-Annie
Believe me, as hard as it sounds building your new future will ground up your past. It was hard, especially for me, to get over the fact and feel that half of our life is missing, but I focused on the parts that are here. I focused on their future. I best know the feeling of emptiness that is missing one of your parts, there's no way around it. The only thing you have now towards that missing part is hoping that he/she/they will come back, while doing so you must stay strong and give time to your other parts. I don't know if your system has roles like ours and if I am talking with another system manager, but you are not alone on this one. Our system has a hole and I am sure that other's have holes in them as well. Just a nasty thing that comes with DID. If you need help you can contact us. Hang in there strong friend hugs from us
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-Evee