I'm not sure why I'm obsessive. I think it's just because I want to be accepted and feel loved. It's whenever I get a diagnosis, I'm happy with it. But then I remember something else and someone says something and I think I have that. Or there's a name for it. What is wrong with me. I don't know what is wrong. I ace a diagnosis, but there's so much more to it. I just want to hide from the world. I'm tired of it. Why can't I just stop.