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Old Jan 09, 2016, 02:37 PM
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Location: michigan
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yes I HAVE completely overcome bi-polar. I was diagnossed 4 years ago with bi-polarII. 4 years of hell and i still refused to believe i was bi-polar

BE4 i start i dont want you to think you dont need to take meds or that your not bi-polar.

Everyday i was struggling with suicidal thoughts/physcotic thoughts/SEVERE DEPRESSION/sleeping a lot/AWKWARD social life/i even had an episode! (so what the doctors called it). Anyways after 4 years of this i started to look deep down inside myself to find the things that were broken inside of me. I started to break these things down. I STARTED TO NOT GIVE A F***....When i learned that i problems with basically being "crazy" my deep deep emotional bond to myself was the thought that i was crazy. a crazy person. yes your reading this thinking he doesnt sound crazy, well i thought i was. Even just typing this back then i would think maybe i shoulda said that, are they going to judgme me on this, what if facebook friends find this, what if what if what if.....anyways when i finally came to terms and said you know what IM CRAZY....muahhah.....and accepted the fact that yea, im crazy!!!! THE DEPRESSION LIFTED AND IT WAS GONE.....its so frightening to say that its gone because i dont want it to evver come back.....Sometimes back then i use to think it was gone. but a few days later itd come back. ITS BE 4 MONTHS. and never felt this GOOOOOD in sooooooooooooooo long. ITs crazy..



for those of you who are bi-polar.....Do you really believe it? What about people back in the day? 1890's were they bi-polar....i think a lot of us need to work on self-esteem!!!!!! CONFIDENCE!!!! with ourselves and the people around us <3

p.s. look at my bear lol