I'm freaking out. Saturday is the busiest day at my work and people keep walking in. When they leave me clothes and I barely have time to invoice one order before more people walk in I start to panic, even though I know I still have four hours to do all this, plenty of time. I just can't handle talking to that many people in a day. And today for some reason most of them are going beyond the meaningless courtesy "How are you doing?" and asking me about my holidays, or asking like they really care, and I have to keep saying I'm okay, I can't even think of any details I just have to not break down in front of them.
I seriously almost started crying when I saw the last guy pulling up. I had less than 30 seconds to compose myself, which I managed to do mostly, but my voice broke a little when I said I was doing okay.