I decided to finally listen to a song made AFTER that album, that seemed to be more hopeful and joyful, and now I feel a lot more closure, even after I've told myself over and over again that the past is over. I feel a lot better now, and I'm no longer worried about him (and I never needed to be in the first place). Music is more effective than anything else. Listening to positivity and self-esteem audio is also helping. Thanks guys!