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Old Jan 09, 2016, 07:52 PM
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Originally Posted by Alone & confused View Post
Maybe because I don't want to draw anyone into the darkness and self hatred within me. Or is it to try and protect myself from being hurt? Or maybe I just want someone to draw me out of myself, and invite me to live in THEIR heart.
Those are very good questions to ask yourself. You need to love yourself first. A good therapist can help with that. You need to be gentle with yourself, have compassion for yourself, forgive yourself. Stop the negative self-talk that says you are worthless and unlovable. You're worth loving. But it has to start with you loving you.

Love always involves risk. You make yourself vulnerable to another person. It takes self-confidence and some guts to do that. If you love yourself better you can weather the blows when things don't work out.

I had to do a lot of work before I was able to love myself, and there are still moments when it doesn't happen. But I'm in a much better headspace today, and the inner critics don't bother me much anymore.

Hugs from:
Alone & confused
Thanks for this!
Alone & confused