Lucidity, perhaps you did not like the answer of telling you NO you cannot drink, so you refuse the explanation of why. We do that as avoidance tactics to refuse the truth so that we subconciously can continue to do what we know we should not do and not feel quilty about it. the only thing you can do is not do what you should not do and then you will accept you cannot do what it is you are not suppose to do. i hope this helps and dont drink over it cause it really isnt worth it.