Thanks to some wonderful people on here, I have a moderated solution. But, I'm not going to lie, I am still petrified. And, I really can't tell my husband for comfort. I don't think I'll sleep tonight. I feel like this fiasco could be the situation that lands me in prison...although there are no grounds. Lord have mercy...if only I could shut my mind off.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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