My Good private T, i met him in 2007. He's always been top priority for me on anyone else, my family too.
I've quit with him for 3 years seeing each othrers only 3-4 times a year.
This year i've had more emergencies that brought me to see him more often.
Next appt is this wed.
But
I am also inpatient in my MHC and i dont know if they'll let me go out and see him.
So i TOLD my Mom about him hoping in some sorta of encouragement.

This is the second time (first being when my family got to know of his existance) that i've put my family first of him, bit still too kind of protect this session.

I feel SO GUILY WITH BOTH.

WHAT DO YOU THINK? DID I DO WRONG?
What do you think??????? Please?????