I like to topamax but it is expensive...I did the math on it from what I paid and it is like 9 bucks a pill...My doc has me on 2 a day...It really adds up...I recon that is why I haven't been taking them...costs too much... I probably need to get back on them so that things will get back to normal for me. If that is what you want to call it.

Hang in there...you will be okay...you are not alone in this crazy thing we call life...there are others experiencing the same feelings you have right now....