It seems today I am lost somewhere inside, yet trying to be strong and find my way. Sometimes I do not know what to say but I feel this need to be heard. Going deep inside to feel safe and trying to shut out all this noise. How long?

Tears are streaming inside as I sit here and try to find the words to type what is happening inside. But words elude me and I feel exhausted just thinking. This emotional roller coaster is wearing me out. I wish it would stop for even a moment and let me breath just one breath, before the gasps come back and the exhale seems to never take place.

Maybe just knowing I can come here and write will help. Reaching out is all I can do right now as silence seems to be taking over within and out. Depression/Exhaustion--or is it. My head hurts with a pain that cannot be stopped. Somewhere in all this I exist--somewhere.

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