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Scatterbrain nailed it for me. I'm ready and starting to work again. I can get out of bed I'm not manic or in the hospital and I'm trying to stay away from any alcohol as a tool to self medicate.
I have real hope. Not lack of from depression and anxiety and not the fake hypo|manic hope.
So I'm not 100% I want to get back to writing start photography get back to being a health food exercise junky get my **** in order
I'm hoping I can do this without an episode coming to mess with me
It's like doing the tango. Few steps forward one back
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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