Oh! And the BEST part is, thinking you've sunk as low as you could possibly get and not die, until SOMEONE makes you aware that you're making THEM miserable too!! (I'll have a side order of guilt with my self loathing please!)
And it's always nice knowing that you're never in charge of ANYTHING in your life! What with having to wait for your MIND to give you permission to be happy and all! It's like having your own personal assistant! You never have to make those pesky decisions about what kind of mood to be in, or how you're going to react to certain people and situations. Hell I might just go on vacation and let bipolar run things around here for awhile!