He just woke up for a split second and looked right at me (creepy?) and I said "don't even, I'm mad at you". He asked why and I said I'll talk to him tomorrow and he rolled over and went back to sleep. The crazy in me wants to shake him awake and say "oh hell no we need to talk NOW!" But that probably won't get anything accomplished. Tomorrow I plan on saying "ok so if depression and anxiety is the persons fault then what do you feel about BP?" And honestly depending on his answer, I might bring up breaking up. I feel like I'm sleeping next to a stranger right now.
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