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Originally Posted by PianogirlPlays
After suffering some pretty difficult pains and rejections I keep putting a low level of pain inside myself. I can do this by turning pain inward or thinking painful thoughts. It sort of keeps me from thinking because it hurts so much. It really hampers my life physically and keeps me in pain that also hampers doing things or moving on. It is quite steady even though painful.
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I have this exact same problem. I especially keep remembering how my parents were criticizing and punishing me when I was younger. Most people would tune negativity out and forget about it with time and go on in their lives, but it seems that some people are more sensitive to these stuff. I totally relate.