I too was 'abondoned' my therapist of 5+ years. It's been about 3 months and after the initial, extrutuating pain I thought I was dealing with it pretty well. Found a new T that I really like but this past week has been a bit of a struggle. In fact last night I texted exT to tell her that I missed her.
Thought I was doing better.
I'm told it takes time. Magical prince do you have anyone helping process all this?