@bolair811

I'm really happy to hear that you've made it through the worst and had some progress and thx for the hugs! Definitely need a hug. I miss T's hug. gah. I'm guessing it's like those kinds of moments for you now? Those little pangs of sadness coming up?

@wheeler

so sad to hear you were abandoned as well. I know what you mean about that initial excruciating pain. I only recently got over that. I would be tempted to text ex T too if she hadnt totally buried her head in the sand and acted like I don't exist.

I do see a new T... New T is very stoic. It's kinda nice for a change, no feelings flying back and forth but I feel uncomfortable talking too much about ex T since new T knows who ex T is. And it just gets awkward. Anyway I'm not going to let myself depend on therapy again. So I'm taking it extremely slow. Hope you will keep doing better and better too.