Sorry to hear this (((Daystorm))). What kind of therapy did you try? You know there is not only one kind of therapy? Is it an idea to read a bit about different therapy forms and chose another one than the one that didn't help?

I had a wonderful therapist, but he got a new job in another area. I made it on my own, but then a new episode occurred. I tried two new therapists. They were both in another therapy tradition that the first one. They were of no help. Now I try the best I can on my own using strategies from the CBT-tradition. I miss someone to talk to, but I have made it a habit to sit down and talk to myself (like as if I have got an inner "therapist"). I learn more and more that even if life can be hard, the training with the right therapist for me (the first one) is enough to keep me going.